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Wow! Tomorrow is the first day of te rest of our lives... that's some heavy shiznit to think about. Senior year will be awesome but thinki beyond that is sorta eery. I have no clue what I'm gonna be doing in college or where I'm even going for college. I guess I have a little bit of time before I have to make that decision. I'm oddly excited for school to start. It's about time I saw all my friends again after working an ass load of hours all summer for relatively shitty pay and very few fond memories. See ya'll there. SENIORS '07 !!! w00t!!!
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| You're Not The Boss Of Me (Today) |
[02 Aug 2006|01:18pm] |
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You're Not The Boss Of Me (Today)
By: James W
Good Morning, You:
Yes, You. The one in the mirror. The one who projects and controls and fantasizes and fears.
You're not the boss of me today. You used to be my CEO. My Chief Emotioinal Officer. You ran me ragged by refusing to stay in the present, creating those ridiculous flow charts and graphs for the near and distant future. You kept giving me these crazy past performance recognition and analysi assignments, making me focus on guilt and shame. You never let me have simple relationships. You always made them more than they were.
Not today, Dude!
Today I'm not going to project a simple new friendship into a lifelong relationship. I'm not going to grind my sanity into paste analyzing every word anyone says for evidense of acceptance and approval.
Today I will be Me.
I will trust in my Higher Power today that everything is exactly as it should be in this precious present moment. I will accept all my relationships as they are today, and know that You aren't in charge of them.
So as I look into the mirror today, I see a man who can live in the present, and enjoy relationships as they are, and You aren't the boss of me today. What was that? Oh, I see. Well, i guess trimming my mustache wouldn't be co-dependent, would it?
Quite ponder-worthy, isn't it? :-p
~Andrew
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[27 Jul 2006|03:35pm] |
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To My Friends:
I just wanted to thank everyone who has helped through this whole ordeal. It's been a long hard journey and I couldn't have done it without you guys. I even spoke to one of your parents which was rather enlightening and refreshing to hear that I am not alone in this dilema and that people go through this a lot. You guys are the wind beneath my wings and I know that you will always be there fo me.It means the world to me and I look forward to this school year when I'll get to talk to ya'll everyday. Senior year will be great and I hope all of you enjoy yourselves to the fullest. : )
To Natalie:
I understand that what you are going through is the hardest thing that yoou've ever been through. The transition from safe and comfortable home life to the scary world of college and beyond can be the toughest part of a person's life and I want you to know that whenever you feel alone and that no one cares about you, I am always a phone call away. You are my best friend and for the past year and a half you have kept me on te straight and narrow regarding my grades and certain flaws in my character and I do't know how to start thanking you for it. All i can say is that I love you and that I will always be here for you even if we are not "together". Never forget that a friend will get you there but a best friend will get you through it no questions asked. I wish you the best in your upcoming year in college. : )
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| AWESOME!!!! |
[21 Jul 2006|08:19pm] |
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Dude Watercountry was an awesome time. The only down side was the extreme sunburn that I got while there. I'm in so much pain right now. The beach and the playground were also fun... thanks to those of you who helped me out... you know who u r. I had work after watercountry cuz fricken Dan was coming in to close. But i made money off it so i guess it was worth it. All in all it was a fun day and we should definately do it again sometime..... WITH SUNSCREEN!!! Laterz
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| WATERCOUNTTRY!!!!!!!! |
[18 Jul 2006|01:16am] |
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On Thursday a bunch of us are going to Watercountry USA. It's gonna be sick..... if I can go. Hopefully the mother-unit will be in a good mood and thus allow me to go to the water park. Let's see, what happened today... well, I came into work and it looked like someone had SHIT ALL OVER the grill. It was dark brown and the stuff wouldn't come off after I used the highly acidic grill cleaner on it TWICE. Friggen nasty. Other than that, I threw toxic degreaser into my manager's eye cuz he told me no one liked me (long story... I taught that bitch who's boss). Thats pretty much all that happened today cuz I slept till 12pm. Maybe tomorrow will bring new opporitunity and good fortune... YEAH RIGHT! Laterz! :-p
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[13 Jul 2006|12:34am] |
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Its been over a year since I posted in this bad boy. Thats pretty pathetic. Oh well... not much has happened since March 5, 2005. Me and natalie are still together and uhhhhhhhhh...... I'm a Crew trainer at McDonald's, tho thats not really anything to be that proud of but whatever. somebody better fuckin comment, I'm tired of writing and not receiving some damn recognition for my efforts.
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| Sad Day |
[12 Sep 2005|04:33pm] |
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Hey Y'all,
Twas a sad day today. One of my friend's little brother died of Brain Cancer. He had been battling it for about a year but he finally had to throw in the towel. He was a good kid and we'll miss him dearly. My condolences go out to the Coffey family and all those who are deeply hurt by this unfortunate event.
~So Long Jordan, you won't be forgotten.
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| KEARSARGE!!! |
[12 May 2005|10:31pm] |
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DUDE!!! We beat Kearsarge jv yesterday. They were undefeated and they had walked all over every team they played and we just owned them. We won 13-10 and the score is deceiving. We led the game for all but 5 mins maybe. They had to bring up varsity players at halftime and they still got PWNED by the sick HB jvizzle. I had 6 goals and 4 assists. By far my best game ever. Our starting attack each had atleast at hat-trick each. I psyched. Even tho our undefeated season is over, we can still take first place and make HB a team to be reckoned with when I'm a senior if we play this way for the rest of the year and next year. W00T!!! GO CAVS!!!
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| LAX ROCKS |
[27 Apr 2005|11:52am] |
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Wassup everyone! I haven't posted recently so I might aswell do it now when I have free time. Lax is going so well this year. I'm currently a szwinger for Varsity and I might get the start today in place of Nick and Lucas due to suspensioin and missing a practice. Either way I'll get some playing time. I already have 14 goals on the season and I'm wicked psyched. Last night me an Nat took a nature walk in the woods and then went back to her house and watched Badder Santa. Prolly one of the funniest movies ever. Gotta run. Laterz :-)
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| GOOD USE OF TIME!!!! |
[29 Mar 2005|07:46pm] |
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After calming down and getting put bak into my place for about 2 hours, I've realized that JV is where I belong if it's where the coaches put me. I might aswell suck it up and put everything I have into being the best player I can be and hopefully I will be good enough for varsity next year. It's no use bitching and moaning about something that I can't change. I'm on JV and I have to get over it. Laterz.
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